I have more love than ever.
Our kids have kids soon to have kids.
I need them. I need everyone
to come over to the house,
sleep on the floor, the couch
in the front room. I need noise,
love, the noise of love,
too many people in too small a place.
I need dancing, the spilling
of drinks, loud pronouncements
over music, verbal sparring,
broken dishes and wealth.
I need it all flying apart.
My friends to slam against me,
to hold me, to say they love me.
I need mornings to ask for favors
and forgiveness. I need to give,
have all my emotions rattled,
my family to be greedy,
to keep coming, to keep asking
and taking. I need no resolution,
just the constant turmoil of living.
Give me the bottom of the river,
all the unadorned, unfinished,
unpraised moments, one
good turn on the luxuriant wheel.
- October 13, 2014
The Heyday of Malcolm: A Tribute to Malcolm Margolin
Location: 6:30 p.m., 312 Sutter St., Book Club of California, San Francisco
Description: Margolin, the publisher of Heyday Books, is celebrated by Rebecca Solnit, Paul Yamazaki, ZYZZYVA managing editor Oscar Villalon, Andrew Lam, Kim Bancroft, L. Frank, and Charlie Winton. Free. For more info: http://bit.ly/1ty1CQW
- October 18, 2014
ZYZZYVA at Lit Crawl
Location: 6 p.m., Casanova, 527 Valencia St., San Francisco
Description: Readings and revelry with ZYZZYVA contributors Vauhini Vara, Earle McCartney, Elena Mauli Shapiro, Soma Mei Sheng Frazier, and perhaps a couple of surprise guests. Free.
- October 21, 2014
Monkey Business & ZYZZYVA East Bay Literary Evening
Location: 7 p.m., Diesel Books, Oakland
Description: ZYZZYVA managing editor Oscar Villalon and contributor Peter Orner help celebrate the Japanese literary journal Monkey Business, with its editors Ted Goosen and Roland Kelts and contributors Tomoka Shibasaki and Hiromi Itoh. Conversation and readings. Free. For more info: http://bit.ly/1mlBBnd
- October 22, 2014
Monkey Business & ZYZZYVA SF Literary Evening
Location: 5 p.m., University of San Francisco, Xavier Auditorium, S.F.
Description: ZYZZYVA contributor Dean Rader joins Ted Goosen and Roland Kelts, editors of Japanese literary journal Monkey Business, and contributors Tomoka Shibasaki and Hiromi Itoh for readings and conversation. Free. For more info: http://bit.ly/YYKEQq
- November 4, 2014
Will Boast in Conversation with Oscar Villalon
Location: 7 p.m., Green Apple Books on the Park, 1231 9th Ave., San Francisco
Description: Boast, ZYZZYVA contributor and author of the story collection "Power Ballads," discusses his memoir, "Epilogue," with ZYZZYVA Managing Editor Oscar Villalon. Free. For more info, visit http://bit.ly/1unPP75
- November 11, 2014
Lydia Millet in Conversation with Oscar Villalon
Location: 7 p.m., Green Apple Books in the Park, 1231 Ninth Ave., San Francisco
Description: Millet, the winner of a PEN Center USA Award for Fiction and a finalist for the Pulitzer Prize and a Los Angeles Times Book Award, discusses her new novel, "Mermaids in Paradise," with ZYZZYVA Managing Editor Oscar Villalon. Free. For more info, visit http://bit.ly/1vsPCT8
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