I have more love than ever.
Our kids have kids soon to have kids.
I need them. I need everyone
to come over to the house,
sleep on the floor, the couch
in the front room. I need noise,
love, the noise of love,
too many people in too small a place.
I need dancing, the spilling
of drinks, loud pronouncements
over music, verbal sparring,
broken dishes and wealth.
I need it all flying apart.
My friends to slam against me,
to hold me, to say they love me.
I need mornings to ask for favors
and forgiveness. I need to give,
have all my emotions rattled,
my family to be greedy,
to keep coming, to keep asking
and taking. I need no resolution,
just the constant turmoil of living.
Give me the bottom of the river,
all the unadorned, unfinished,
unpraised moments, one
good turn on the luxuriant wheel.
- December 11, 2013
Winter Issue Celebration/Holiday Party
Location: 7:30 p.m. The Booksmith, 1644 Haight St., San Francisco
Description: Celebrate the launch of the Winter issue, and have a drink and a snack with ZYZZYVA. Contributors Lisa Teasley, John W. Evans, & Monique Wentzel among the evening's readers. Free.
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