My neighbor’s son, learning piano
moves his fingers through the passages
a single note at a time, each lasting an equal interval,
each of them loud, distinct,
deliberate as a camel’s walk through sand.
For him now, all is dispassion, a simple putting in place;
and so, giving equal weight to each mark in his folded-back book,
bending his head towards the difficult task,
he is like a soldier or a saint: blank-faced, and given wholly
to an obedience he does not need to understand.
He is even-handed, I think to myself,
and so, just. But in what we think of as music
there is no justice, nor in the evasive beauty of this boy,
glimpsed through his window across the lawn,
nor in what he will become, years from now, whatever he will become.
For now though, it is the same to him:
right note or wrong, he plays only for playing’s sake
through the late afternoon, through stumbling and error,
through children’s songs, Brahms, long-rehearsed, steady progressions,
as he learns the ancient laws—that human action is judgment,
each note struggling with the rest.
That justice lacking passion fails, betrays.
ZYZZYVA EventsOctober 18, 2018
Word for Word: Octavio Solis
Location: 7 p.m., Elbo Room, 647 Valencia St., San Francisco
Description: Word for Word Performing Arts Company stages an excerpt from Solis's book of fiction, "Retablos," followed by an interview of Solis and director Sheila Balter with Managing Editor Oscar Villalon. Co-presented by Litquake and City Lights Bookstore and Booksellers. For ticket info: http://sched.co/FQRmNovember 3, 2018
ZYZZYVA Creative Nonfiction Workshop with Caille Millner
Location: Mechanics's Institute Building and ZYZZYVA Offices, 57 Post St., San Francisco
Description: A one-day intensive workshop with Millner, author of the memoir "The Golden Road: Notes on My Gentrification" and a columnist at the San Francisco Chronicle. Applications are closed.November 6, 2018
Election Night with ZYZZYVA
Location: 6:30 p.m., City Lights Bookstore, 261 Columbus Ave., San Francisco
Description: Follow the election results from across California and the country, and enjoy short readings through the night by Nestor Gomez, Matthew Zapruder, Caille Millner, Dean Rader, Ismail Muhammad, Vanessa Hua, and D.A. Powell. Hosted by Managing Editor Oscar Villalon. For more info: https://bit.ly/2CRQXhe
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