I have more love than ever.
Our kids have kids soon to have kids.
I need them. I need everyone
to come over to the house,
sleep on the floor, the couch
in the front room. I need noise,
love, the noise of love,
too many people in too small a place.
I need dancing, the spilling
of drinks, loud pronouncements
over music, verbal sparring,
broken dishes and wealth.
I need it all flying apart.
My friends to slam against me,
to hold me, to say they love me.
I need mornings to ask for favors
and forgiveness. I need to give,
have all my emotions rattled,
my family to be greedy,
to keep coming, to keep asking
and taking. I need no resolution,
just the constant turmoil of living.
Give me the bottom of the river,
all the unadorned, unfinished,
unpraised moments, one
good turn on the luxuriant wheel.
- November 2, 2014
ZYZZYVA at the Lafayette Library and Learning Center
Location: 11 a.m. to 3 p.m., 3491 Mt. Diablo Boulevard, Lafayette, CA
Description: This celebration of the Center's fifth anniversary features booths with authors, illustrators, and publishers. Free. For more information http://bit.ly/1sFsARZ
- November 4, 2014
Will Boast in Conversation with Oscar Villalon
Location: 7 p.m., Green Apple Books on the Park, 1231 9th Ave., San Francisco
Description: Boast, ZYZZYVA contributor and author of the story collection "Power Ballads," discusses his memoir, "Epilogue," with ZYZZYVA Managing Editor Oscar Villalon. Free. For more info, visit http://bit.ly/1unPP75
- November 11, 2014
Lydia Millet in Conversation with Oscar Villalon
Location: 7 p.m., Green Apple Books in the Park, 1231 Ninth Ave., San Francisco
Description: Millet, the winner of a PEN Center USA Award for Fiction and a finalist for the Pulitzer Prize and a Los Angeles Times Book Award, discusses her new novel, "Mermaids in Paradise," with ZYZZYVA Managing Editor Oscar Villalon. Free. For more info, visit http://bit.ly/1vsPCT8
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